i`m back again~~~

salam u all.... it is almost 2 weeks me do not post anything...why dis thing happen???? dis is coz my baby is sick again!!!!!!!!!!!! me br je amek baby me dr kedai isnin lepas then 2 day after dat kne anta kedai balik sbb die rosak lg...dis thing happen maybe a hint dat i will get a new laptop???? hahahhahahaha abah beware with ur daughter wish.... yeah i wish i ill get a new lappy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FYI i never get a new things... my cell phone is  my sister cell phone...my laptop is my father laptop..hahahahah while my other sisters hv a new one....not from other generation to other generation hahahahahhahahaha.... but its ok lah...i dont care about it...so stop talking about lappy... dis week will be a bz week coz my older sister will get married dis 4 june... so we need to prepared all those thing for da wedding ceremony n wutever...

heheheh talk about wedding nie kan pasni mesti makcik2 akan tanye after my sis turn sape lak??? hahahahah mcm x caya lak dpt abg ipar...FYI in my family we all gurls xcept my father la kan..so ble dpt abg ipar nie mesti janggal kan....yer la tbe2 ade boy..hahah slama nie kalo tgk bola ngan abh pow mmg xder laki len la...pas ni mesti len kan suasana tu????adesh x dpt den nak bygkan..hahahahahha neway i wish my sis will eppy together2 la..... ok la c u next tyme....wait for my sis wedding post ok!!!!!! luv u all...

~eQaSuJu~

back to da old routine =)

salam uolz..... dah lame me x update blog nie..yer r sejak exam + lappy me kat ICU me mmg x der masa nak update...now exam dah abes n now start cuti sem selama 4 bulan!!!!!! ahahahahahah FYI me dh 6 hari dok umah...igt nak cari kerja tp mengenagkan kakak me nak kawen 4 jun ni tkut bz + takut boss x kasi cuti kan parah tu..so me decide maybe pas settle sme kenduri kendara ni br nak cr kerja.... actually me x excited sgt pown nak kerja sb me ader plan len utk cuti nie.... nak taw ape plan nye??? plan nye me nak diet!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaha kalo sme nak taw berat me me nak nek mcm x nak turun2..so me kne r bertindak awal sbelum penyakit dtg kahkahakahakahakhakaha....so pg td me kembali kpd routine lame me yg dekat 2 bulan tgalkan iaitu jogging!!!!!!!! pg td me  jog kat taman bandar...me g jog ngan membe me missair...pas jog die belanja mkn..hehehehhe mcm bese jog2 jage tp mkn itu pntg...kalo x mkn nnt jog nak bakar ape?? tp mkn tu berpada2 r...... bak kate jeyhan miskin "pagi makan mcm raja. tgh hari mkn mcm org biasa mlm mkn mcm pengemis"...... ader phm????? x phm wat2 phm la eh.... n da most important minum air mineral byk2...kurangkan pengambilan gula.....ok??? hehehehhe so pas jog n sarapan me agak borink me pown g r cuci baby kembara me yg agaks2 1 sem x cuci tu...hehehehe 1 sem dekat 5 bulan tu.....pas cuci kete me jemur bj n mcm2 r..berpeluh gak r....so ptg nie me nak jumpe membe me bella kat poli...huhuhuhuhu....so sepanjang cuti nie me x taw r nak wat pe borink taw..tp yg pasti jog itu kne..adik me dah ckp nak teman me jog ptg2 pas skul..hope jd lerh eh...ok lauolzz.... nnt me update lg blog me kalo me rajin hehehhe cu again..... luv u olzzzzz muaxxxxx

~eQaSuJu~

EpPy mOtHeR dAy!!!!

HELLO!!!! arinie me nak wish selamat ari ibu kepada ibu2,mak2,bonda2,umi2.mummy2.mama2 n so on diseluruh dunia...n to my beloved mum PN ROSIMI ABD MALEK i luv u so much...u r such a wonderfull mom n da best mom in da world!!!!!!!! thx 4 jge me dr kecik samapi dah mcm mak gajah nie... hahahahahha.... hope u will eppy forever n ever....may Allh bless u ..me luv u mak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~eQaSuJu~

my baby in ICU......

yeah2....talk about my baby i misss it so much.... my baby skunk kat ICU hahahahah x taw la ape prob die.... adesh sian lappy me.... anyway me x leh nak post sokmo skunk ni sbb baby me masih lg kat hospital...doktor x call me lg btaw lappy me dah ok ke blom...neway just wait n c........

~eQaSuJu~

it hurt me more =(

today me feel sad again n again n again....me rasa sedeyh sbb me rasa me nie sgt2 dah x berguna pd die n menyusahkan die jerp...me rasa me nie telah wat life die kucar kacir...n mcm2 r.... me rasa die x ske me kawan ngan die..me rasa die nyesal jdkan me kawan die..n me rasa mcm2 lg.....arghh!!!!!! y u make me think all of dis??????  why???? why dont u tell me da truth???why dont u tell me if me make smthng dat u dont like??? why dont u tell me if u dont like me??? why dont u tell me dat me make ur life suffer?? why why n why???? but it ok..is ur rite whether to tell me or not....n FYI u r not da 1st dat make me feel like dis..so i can deal wit it slowly even it hurt me more.......

to all my dearest friends...plzz i`m begging u all to tell me da truth if me make smtg that u olss dont like......plzz let me know so i can improve myself... plzz let me know so me cannot hurt u all anymore..plzz let me know so me n u not getting more n more hurt...plzz let me know so u all not hate me anymore..plzz let me know so me not feel sad anymore....plzz let me know so me would  not lost my friends....plzz let me know so me not cry anymore...plzz let me know so dis thing will not happen anymore...plzz let me know so i can say sorry to u..... plzz let me know so i can promise to u dat i will never do it again...PLEASE LET ME KNOW....... to all my friends im so sorry 4 everything dat i hv done....PLZZ FORGIVE ME ='(

~eQaSuJu~

p/s: PAIN OF LOSING FRIENDS IS MORE HURT THAN LOSING A LOVER