it hurt me more =(

today me feel sad again n again n again....me rasa sedeyh sbb me rasa me nie sgt2 dah x berguna pd die n menyusahkan die jerp...me rasa me nie telah wat life die kucar kacir...n mcm2 r.... me rasa die x ske me kawan ngan die..me rasa die nyesal jdkan me kawan die..n me rasa mcm2 lg.....arghh!!!!!! y u make me think all of dis??????  why???? why dont u tell me da truth???why dont u tell me if me make smthng dat u dont like??? why dont u tell me if u dont like me??? why dont u tell me dat me make ur life suffer?? why why n why???? but it ok..is ur rite whether to tell me or not....n FYI u r not da 1st dat make me feel like dis..so i can deal wit it slowly even it hurt me more.......

to all my dearest friends...plzz i`m begging u all to tell me da truth if me make smtg that u olss dont like......plzz let me know so i can improve myself... plzz let me know so me cannot hurt u all anymore..plzz let me know so me n u not getting more n more hurt...plzz let me know so u all not hate me anymore..plzz let me know so me not feel sad anymore....plzz let me know so me would  not lost my friends....plzz let me know so me not cry anymore...plzz let me know so dis thing will not happen anymore...plzz let me know so i can say sorry to u..... plzz let me know so i can promise to u dat i will never do it again...PLEASE LET ME KNOW....... to all my friends im so sorry 4 everything dat i hv done....PLZZ FORGIVE ME ='(

~eQaSuJu~

p/s: PAIN OF LOSING FRIENDS IS MORE HURT THAN LOSING A LOVER

peristiwa 19 april 2011 =)

salam uolszzzzz... hari ini (19 april 2011)  mcm2 perkara yg best2 berlaku....rase mcm hari ini hari bertuah la...hahahaha...ok we start wit our EMT project presentation.... seperti yg tlah di ceritain sbelum ini...project EMT kne wat pasal motorcycle electromagnetic security system...n pojek nie telah dh beri mase bulan 1 lg...tp ktorg ni mmg ske wat last minit... 2 mggu b4 due date br la beria2 nak siap but even last minute we all sgt bersyukur sbb project we all jd...hehehehhehehe ktorg punye pojek ELECTROMAGNETIC TYRE LOCK.... simple je but baguih!!!!! hahahahahha...ok pg td ktorg group yg ke 5 present so sepatutnye ktorg present kol 11...tp disebabkan group2 sebelum kami tu ambil masa yg lama sgt sbb kne tanye ngan lecture kot.. so akhirnye kol 11.55 pg br dpt present....mula2 nak present tu tkt gak r sbb grup2 b4 ktorg kate lecturer byk soal...huhu dlm2 tkut2 kne present jgak so me mcm bese present intro,problem statement ngan scope... then after 7 minit je grup ktorg abes present slide..then ktorg tujuk video lakunan ktorg pasal pojek ktorg..nampak lecturer mcm ske jerp.haahahhaha hope dat true la... then abes video mubin wat demo..n masa demo tu lecturer siap amek pic kot..hehehehhe then die tanye skit je...pas amek pic die pulangkan test 2 then ktorg leh kelaur bilik present.... wakakkakakak gle terkejut ktorg sbb lec x tanye pape pown just tanye gne mtr sendiri ke??? group ni sorunk je lelaki???  hahahah then kuar2 je sme ckp ktorg present kejap sgt sbb b4 grup ktorg sme pakat plg kejap 30 min then ktorg pown dpt taw grup2 lepas ktorg pown lec x byk tanye...so bak kate mira grup ktorg permulaan kegumbiraan lecturer...hahahahahhaha yo ke mira???...hehehhe pape pown kami bersyukur kehadrat ilahi n gembira sgt2 dgn hasil usaha membuat project ni dgn titk peluh sendiri...wkakakakakak GROUP 5 terbek!!!!! i   luve u alllzzss!!!!!

ni la die ahli grup 5...from left mubin,mira,me,enon,mimi n rasz....

ni la die electromagnetic tyre lock

heheh pojek kami.... 

baguih!!!!!1 trademark grup 5 yg diterajui mubin..nak taw dr mane dtg trademark nie??? tgk video yg akan di upload nnt eh

so mcm bese la kalo dpt ketua yg pemurah ni...pas present pojek sme mubin belanja kami2 mkn!!!hahahha kali ni mkn kat nan ciz..wkakakka mcm2 ktorg order nasi grg ayam...nasi grg cina...kueteow pattaya...bubur....hahahah td gak safwan..fadhil ngan fendi join tp dorunk dtg lmbt sket.... so pas mkn2 mubin belanja + dwet safwan sket..ktorg g MCD mkn dessert..kali nie mimi belanja..nie sme gara2 dorunk kuar mkn eskrem mcd nek kete me tanpa btaw me..kan dah kne denda belanja eskrem..hehehhe neway thx la eh....perut ktorg skunk dah mcm ibu mgndng 8 bulan kot..mkn bapak la bayak mcm dah x der ari esk je..wkakakkaka tu pown naseb bek sate rahmad ttp kalo x safwan ajak mkn sate laks...wargh!!!!!! gle r..mcm nak termunth je taw...hehehehhehe neway thx la to alll bez gle kuar ngan korunk td....

ni die roti nan ciz 

ni mknn yg len2 nan ciz..nasi grg n so on la

imsa.me n mira tgh tgu ketibaan WHU ngan JJF..lmbt gle dorunk nie...hahahahhaha

tu die mc flurry + apple pie + fries + sundae + coke....huhu mane pergi roti nan ,nasi grg ,yg ktorg mkn td??? baper byk perut kami2???? hahahhhahaha

kami2 yg ske mkn n x ske tolak rezeki yg diberi wkakakaka

mimi wit me...thx for dessert my dear..... luv u

mekla n imsa

mira wit apple pie n sundae....der mentang2 ader org kate mu kurus mu mkn lg byk la eh...wkakakakaka

ni die daks2 laki yg join td....from left fendi,mubin,fadhil n safwan...thx la eh teman...

me dgn muka yg gumbira sbb mkn free!!!!!!

p/s: thx again to all of u..me luv u all la...muxxx wkakakakakakaakka 

~eQaSuJu~

E.P.P.Y + P.E.N.A.T

huhuhuhu hye sme...arini family me dtg parit raja so eppy..tp kejap je pas bli brg trus balik.....td ktorg g ayer itam g bli brg utk kakak me kawen...pas zuhur g then kul 5 br balik...phew... gle penat...td ktorg bli 500 biji mug ngan 500 bekas utk letak muffin...byk gle...ader 9 kotak besar kot...x muat kete....so me terpaksa call mubin n imsa utk bw kete kembara me...huhuhhu naseb bek muat2 kete kalo x terpaksa lak pkai kete zhafir....wkaakakakaka thx la to mubin n imsa sbb sudi tlg...x pe mlm nie me belanja korunk mkn k.... hahahahahhaha x sabau2 nak balik umah nak packing2 goodie bag..... FYI kakak sulung me kawen 4 jun ni insyaAllah hope sme berjalan dgn lancar...amin....

~eQaSuJu~

EMT project...

salam semuanya......heheheh hari ini ckp penat sbb arini bz p cr brg2 nak wat pojek EMT yg tgal lg kurang dr 7 hari dr due date....wakakakakka siot je kan...ktorg mmg ske wat keje last minute...coz ktorg ni sme critical thinking punye org...wkakakakakaka.... kalo uolzz nak taw lec ktorg soh wat projk ni dr bulan 1 lg..tpkan ktorg meeeting punye meeting tp msg2  x der idea..so tu yg tangguh2 kerja tu...so sbb last minute malam isnin br ni br wat meetg n mlm tu gak sme dikerah utk menghasilkan lakaran2 tok project nie....so setelah  mcm2 idea n lakaran terjadi gaks la idea tok wat pojek tu...so esk we all sme kne g kedai welding tok welding bende alah tu....heheheh lupe btaw tajuk project ktorg   ELECTROMAGNETIC MOTORCYCLE SECURITY SYSTEM.....so td juga ktorg kne bogelkan wire yg sepanjang 100m tu tok dptkan cooper  tok wat solenoid....huhuhu melecet abes tgn2 kami2 nie.....lalalalalallalalalalala so lets c da lakaran2 yg cun2 tu....

lakaran bodo2 jer dlu..

nie lakaran yg siap ader ukuran

pandangan depan project kami

front view

front view lg

side view

nie die lakaran pnuh

ha ni la antara wire2 yg siap dibongelkan....dis is how we get da cooper... 

nie cth solenoid yg me try wat td...huhuh jd seyh...thx to youtube...wkakakakak

p/s: nak taw ape yg jd ngan pojek kami wait n c my next post k...chaw....

~eQaSuJu~

i just love him!!!!!! =)

salam uolzzz....me nie br je pas tgk movie sharpay`s fabulous adventure....huhuh cte die best la gak...luv da pink room in dis muvie wakakakkakaka..PLUS me ske hero dlm cte nie..walaweyh...ensem seyh...maybe to certain2 people hero die bese je x ensem but 4 me he was so cute!!!!!  want to know who is dat hero???? its AUSTIN BUTLER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love him....wakkakakakakakakakakakka just check it up da pic..

ni la die cte tu best la jugak...hehehehhehehe

nie die AUSTIN BUTLER....walalallalala cumil2

luv to see dis pic...

=)

p/s: people who dont like plzz back off....hahhahahahahahaahhahaha hope i cant find some1 like him...amin......

~eQaSuJu~

Gucci In Memory =`(

salam uolzzzz...arini ni me nak wat entry khas utk gucci....FYI last week maybe ader la sekor kucing ni memekak depan umah we all...then me yg x thn dgr tu pown tgk kat luar...tgk2 ader sekor anak kucing yg mmg la sgt kurus n kelaparan...kesian tgk kcg tu + die sgt kotor dgn matanya x leh bukak sbb ader taik mata dgn luka kat dagunya....me mule2 tgk x taw nak wat per sbb kwn2 me ni mostly x ske kcg...so me dgn diam2 g dpur amek 1 fisball n bg kitten tu mkn....bygkan betapa selere nya die mkn hahahahhaha..then pas bg mkn we all g la kelas.... n mase nak umah tu me ngan imsa sempat lg la diskus mcm nak jge kcg tu...so me ngan imsa  decide bli mknn kcg n kotak utk dijdkn tmpat tdo die....then smpai kat umah we all bg die mkn n pas mkn we all mandikan die dgn air suam (sbb x nak bg kitten tu sjuk) + shampoo sunsilk imsa yg br je bli hahahhaha.....ktorg ni pnye la smagat sampai imsa sggp korbankan tdg yg mak angkat die kasi utk wat lap kitten tu yg basah pas mandi..hehehehhe pas je cuci taik mata + cuci luka + buang kutu kitten t..kitten tu telah jd sekor anak kcg yg sgt cute..mata die chantek hahahahahaha...FYI lg...sbenarnye housemate ktorg x taw lg pasal ak jge kucg ni n ktorg x nak btaw lg sbb tkut dorunk x ske..tp alhamdulillah dorunk dpt trime even tyme kcg ni masuk umah ader yg x ske hahahahha...kucing nie me n imsa namakan GUCCI sbb ktorg ske brand2 nie...ibarat kcg ni semahal GUCCI r...kahakhakahakha.....kalo u aolzz nak taw GUCCI ni ramai yg syg..kat taman sentosa ni ader 3 tempat die tdo 1st banglo die kat umah we all la,, 2nd kat umah kak hanis n 3rd kat umah fadhil.... hahahhaha untung si GUCCI niekan...kalo ktorg x der die g umah kak hanis n kak hanis pown mandikan die n bg mkn kalo x die g umah fadhil...GUCCI nie ske tdo atas vespa fakar housemate fadhil..hehehehehe...BUT khamis aritu (31 mac 2011) pg tu GUCCI masuk umah then mekla lak x ske then me pown amek GUCCI n jentik telinga die dgn niat supaya die x masuk lg..then pastu ktorg g kelas...after balik kelas tu ktprg penat sgt n tdo jap...n b4 tdo tu mimiey sempat r bg GUCCI mkn  hahahahha syg jugak mimiey kat GUCCI  even die x ske binatag berbulu.... then masa me otw nak tido tu GUCCI ni wat bsg lak..dikuis2 nwh pintu tu sbb nak masuk tp me wat dunno jer....then tgh syok2 tdo tbe2 me dgr mira jerit2...me x dgr die ckp ape..then mimiey tne2 ckp eqa kucing ko dah mati...mulanya me x caya n me x nak bgn lg..tp ble tgk mira yg mcm gelabah semacm je me bgn jgak...n guess wut GUCCI is gone!!!! rupenye masa mira nak ejas kete die mira terlanggar GUCCI.... mulanya me nak g tgk GUCCI tu kut2 idup lg tp me x der kekuatan nak tgk...me takut...tp me g tgk jugak sbb nak bg percaya yg GUCCI dah mati...tpkan me sempat tgk bhgian kaki je n me dah masuk....ngalir gaks air mata me even kejap sbb me x nak r nages beria even sedeyh gle masa tu sbb x nak r org kate me nie lebeh2 lask..hahahhaha so me pown x taw nak wta ape call imsa kate GUCCI dah mati tp imsa x caya n me soh die tgk depan pintu die..then br la imsa caya....imsa me phm perasaan mu....then stelah lam berpikir akhirnya ktorg pggl dak laki tok tanam GUCCI...ktorg pggl mubin n fadhil....korunk bygkan betapa terkejut jugak dorunk ble taw GUCCI tu dah mati hahahha kelakar seyh ble tgk muka dorunk mase tu....n akhirnye tgh hari tu GUCCI selamat disemadikan dekat blakang umah ktorg sme....n mlm tu me ngan imsa rase pelik sgt sbb x der dah dgr bunyi kcg n x der dah kcg nak masuk ble bukak pintu...imsa ader cte rupenye pg tu GUCCI tbe2 ader atas kepala die tdo same2 ngan imsa n jilat2 imsa...n itu jugak kali terakhir imsa tdo ngan GUCCI.....

nie die GUCCI yg tgh tdo atas me....pic nie amek 25 mac 2011...cute jer..mase nie 1st tyme bg die masuk umah n die tdo atas me..i will miss u GUCCI...

ni mira letak bunga kat kubur GUCCI (setelah dipaksa hahhahahahaha)

GUCCI maafkan kami.....we all will miss u ever..........

p/s: sayangilah haiwan kesayangan anda seperti anda menyayangi diri anda n jgnlah sesekali anda menyakiti mereke walaupown anda x suke kan mereka......lets GUCCI rest in peace...... 

~eQaSuJu~